I returned from Beirut on Monday.
This trip was interesting since I was never this Rita in Lebanon. I got there on Wednesday and left on Monday. I didn’t go clubbing. I didn’t feel like it and was not up to it.
I got to spend quite a lot of time with my grandparents, mostly with my grandmother who has started having short term memory problems.
I got to spend a lot of time on the balcony alone just watching people pass by and wondering what their lives are all about.
Recently I’ve been wondering if I am aging or if there is something wrong with me. The little meaningless things in life that used to make me feel fresh, vibrant, and youthful just don’t affect me anymore. I feel like rejuvenating. I just don’t know how to do so.
I think I am in an interesting place in life. I have learnt to how to deal with some stability in my life, something I never knew how to do. I have been living in Kuwait for five years non-stop, I have had the same friends for at least 3 years now, I have had my job for 2 and a half years, and many more stuff follow the same path. I also think that I am learning how to take things day at a time and more importantly how to maintain relationships with people around me, and distinguish those relationships and their importance to me.
I believe, since I started this new chapter in my blog years called “Uncovering Rita” that this is the first time, I sincerely try to uncover Rita.
Hello,
This is my first time in this blog, and it is very interesting, I am a bit confused by the number of Rita’s but I think I will get used to it eventually.
Thank you for allowing me to comment here
PurgatorE
I’m glad you’re back :** When are we having our Waterlemon night?
Purgie:
whatever!
tooomz: soon… very soon i promise
Dammit! I forgot to change my nick when I commented! DAMN DAMN DAMN!
WB…:)
Rita,
let me say this clear!
not ass kissing or anything, your blog was always interesting! I’ve always liked to read what you say because I’ve always felt that I have the same points of view regarding many things in life, I’ve lived in london, beirut and kuwait! I know what you went through and I know what you’re going through!
all I know is that you are a nice person from the inside, and that’s what It takes.
keep blogging, you make us happy!
Yes, Rita, you ARE a nice person and PLEASE keep blogging.
Oh wow Moey! Your comment is extremely flattering! I am glad that I seem to have this effect on you… the fact that I make you happy and that you enjoy what I write about although I have been feeling my writings are pointless and I don’t know where this blog is heading.
Sonia… as sweet as usual. Thanks!