Rampurple

Several people have been wondering why it is I went through this drastic change in my life.  Why am I not interested in Lebanese politics? Why am I not a workaholic anymore? Why start a fresh blog? Why the change in lifestyle? Why have I mellowed down?

Well, maybe it is time I explain why.

There was so much going on in my life and I couldn’t catch up with anything.  Sometimes I wished I was Hiro (from Heroes) just so that I can freeze time and have an hour for myself during which I can absorb everything around me.  Unfortunately, I am not Hiro.

I started detaching myself from anything that was causing stress in my life.  I wanted to start fresh from a new plate.  It wasn’t an easy matter to do.  Some people got annoyed while others understood what it was that I was doing.

I haven’t fully “cured” myself yet but I can say I have cured 90% of me.  It feels great already.

Luckily, while going through this journey of finding myself and searching for happiness, I tripped on love.  I wasn’t looking… maybe I can say love found me.  I must give him credit though, he made this journey a lot more easier for me.

The remaining 10% is the hardest part in “curing” myself since it will be the final touches in moulding who I am.

I hope this clears things for some of you, and maybe makes some of my mysterious posts a lot more clearer.